zomg.

OMG I got back my EL Paper 1 and I got terrible marks.

And the funny thing was that the marker commented: 'Rather disturbing story'

It's kind of gory and stuff, but it's not that scary, is it? I got so low probably because of my expression errors, which I had edited when I got back my paper. I was like, ew, because the errors are so easily spotted but I was blinded to it by nervousness because it is, after all, the first paper.

One of my classmate wanted to read it, and then she was like:
"I don't want to continue reading, I've stopped reading halfway because it's so disturbing" or something like that. LOL.

So there. I hope my English Paper 2 would be better so I can pull my grades up. Worse-case scenario for my L1R5... is not that bad though. But I can do like so much better.

Screw you evil English language. I am so going to win you, you weird English of abnormal origins from different languages - you are so uber-unoriginal.

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I have just got back some of my Prelim results.

They are not bad... but not good either. Like omg, this time I did not top any subjects. ): I am so afraid some {nasty noun} may take away my position, because I am facing some serious competition from everyone else. Now everyone study like mad and they might totally win me. I can't let that happen, so I have my own O'Level tip thinggy that I am not going to tell anyone else... at least until the 'O's are over. So yay.

I am so going to win all of you during 'O' level.

At least for L1R5/L1R4 my R5/R4 mine is the lowest possible. Unless my Social Studies teacher is going to be so kind as to re-read my essay which was at first 10/12 but then on the second marker I got like, 5/12 marks. So if I get at least another five marks for my structured-essay component I can pass it and then hopefully get my long-awaited 68% for SS. And combined with my Geography I'm [nearly] indestructible, like, yay.

*Crosses fingers*

Please, wish me luck for my English paper and my Chemistry paper. I hope to, hopefully, top both papers which would be so wonderful. But then there's Pameline for English and everyone else for Chemistry to compete. Many people now so rock in Chemistry, which I am jealous of, like my Physics, because I really need to top these two paper to totally win you all now.

SO YAY WISH ME GOOD LUCK IN WINNING YOU ALL!! [oh, the irony.]



P.S. Previously in all other exams I topped some papers because... everyone else screwed up and I didn't, just to let you know.


But thinking about it, I didn't really topped many papers at all, in fact, I don't think I have topped any papers LOLOL.

JC? No thanks.

Everyone, like my fabulous cousin who came by yesterday, who have seen my targets always ask me: Which JC are you going to?

Then, I'm like: "Er, no, I do not and will not want to go to a JC."

Then they become baffled, asking me why would I want to go to anywhere else other than a JC when I have such high aims. I will be, like, hello, I set it so that I can see how far I can push myself to the limit. I definitely do not want to get a B3 when in fact, I can drive myself in getting a A1 or something. I don't like studying anyway. It's so boring and repetitive, especially when the teachers revise things that they have been revising for the last 3 months. But I admit that I like learning new things in school, so I can go home and brag about it all to my sister and stuff, but only if it's new - because only then does it becomes interesting and more enthralling for me to learn and study about it.

Really, just because you have absolutely stunning grades doesn't mean you have to waste your life cracking up in the strict and extremely stressful environment of a JC. Nowadays it is no special feat if you get into a JC, anyway - everyone else is going in as well. So there, to all people: I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO A JC, YOU EVIL B#*%&ES!



P.S. And omg, Project Runway is running on it's last season like zomg. NOOOOO. And the finale is just over three days ago at Bryant Park during NYFW08. OMG ONLY 5 SEASONS!!~~~~~~~~~~
And I thought it was like American Idol.