hi.

Today is such a warm day. Just when I was loving the sun-kissed weather of Singapore, it just got sweltering. One word: Bitch!

But maybe, just maybe, I'll be going to my cousin's pet shop and probably I will sketch the pets. More like dogs only. And a cat. Yes, dogs don't actually eat cats all the time, ew. It's like, just because we go to a pig farm doesn't mean we will eat all those pigs there. Duh!

So there, and I've just receive the information for the portfolio workshop! But it cost $375 zomg. Thank goodness for edusave scholarship.

And I'm going to the zoo next week! Or maybe two weeks later. But the important is that I'm going to the zoo! I hate the zoo, by the way. It's smelly, you waste money to see animals walking around. Like, hello, there's the internet! But it's the Night Safari part which is so interesting please. OMG!!

yay.

YAY I'd just got the letter that I've been awarded the Edusave Scholarship Award!!

Yes to more money please. YEEESSSSS.

Hello bitches!! I'm back from Genting. Yes, I went to Genting and it's like the most boring place ever... and on the second day I got totally sick! Ewness.

But since I had explored the whole shopping complex on the first day, I totally went on shopping spree on the third day when I had less than 2 hours to shop for my clothes.

But still shopped I did, for who can resist the temptation of buying more things that you already don't need!?

Anyway, everything in the whole First World shopping centre was boring... the shops were the same, but only newer clothes. Some look good, others became crappier and yuckier. Oh, and might I caution everyone who is reading this to never ever eat at that freaking Kenny Rogers ever again. The nerve of some bitchy restaurant.

And the coldness of that place was over-rated. It was 17*C but it was as hot as a rainy day in Singapore. Even my 4E2 classroom aircon fair much better in terms of coldness. And I wore short pants and short sleeves there still. LOL.

And on the second day, the thunder was loud as hell. Probably because we are nearer to the clouds or something. So loud, louder than the loudest I'd heard in Singapore!!

Hopefully my sister will post the pictures soon because I'm too lazy to do so.

Oh, and did I mention I was sick!?

omg!

OMG HELLO!

I learnt two days ago that I'm going overseas... tomorrow. OMG the sudden decision but I have not even finished packing, it's like I'm packing for a month-long trip. I totally stuffed more clothes into my luggage than the amount I need to bring overseas.

So, ya, wish me BON VOYAGE please. And only two people know where I'm going and please don't go asking them. Because saying 'I'm going overseas' is much uber-cooler and keeps that mysterious aura around me LOL.

Bye Bye! I'm going to find a job after I come back, and a friend has agreed for me to destroy his face - I'm going to do portraits of people! So wonderful, I know, right. I did one self-portrait and it looked very much like how I see myself in the mirror. Except for the shading parts, of course. If you find any library book on shading please, by all means, tell me about it. I will also, by all means, hunt down that particular book and forcefully borrow it even if I have to hack through the already-loaned's book tag on the computer and freak the loaner out into giving me the book.

So there, wish me good luck and bon voyage.

And as a side-note, boo you STWL for saying any mode of my transport will crash... but don't forget you're going overseas too!!! But here's good luck for you too!

I will buy you all presents if I remember you all, and I myself not get so indulged in the shopping sprees and theme parks... but most likely it will happen, so pray hard for your prezzies and my safety please.

See you!


p.s As another side-note I bought a bag when I found out I will be going overseas... to carry my clothes and stuff, but it looks kind of small, so I can carry it around as a hot tote bag but minus the metrosexual (read: NewUrbanMale [read:himbo]) feel please.
Maybe I'll bring it to school next year! Yes please. Yay please. Bye now. Bitch, you are still reading this!? OMG lol. Freaky.

It's only life.

Tears are forming in your eyes,

A storm is warning in the skies,

The end of the world it seems,

You bend down and you fall on your knees,

Well get back on your feet,

Don’t look away,

Don’t run away,

Baby it’s only life,

Don’t lose your faith

Don’t run away,

It’s only life.

OMG this is so fun please. I'm so lazy to think of some posts or rants so I just find a song that describes my thoughts and stuff, post it, and ta-dah - instant long post. Yay.

And I went to this Guang Ying Temple to pray... and it's so delicious. Oh, opps I meant this shop beside the temple which sells 'tau sar piahs', which is how they spelt it.

And then I went shopping today, bought some things, burnt my cash, but I'm going to buy some more next time anyway.

Finally the exams are over and... my social calender is full, like YAY! Because if I'm not going out with my friends, I can go with my cousins or my sister, or just go to a library or something. And then maybe write some essays, which though honestly it doesn't sound very sociable, it's still fun anyway.

Also, I need to go out to get inspiration or still-life for my drawings, so maybe I need to hire a nude model or something.

But please ah, don't volunteer yourself because I might puke while drawing. And although the puked-drawing could maybe be an artwork too, still, I wouldn't want to be traumatized for, I don't know, maybe... my whole life? And perhaps even my next incarnations too...: cat, dogs, white tigers, suicidal Singaporeans who jump into white tiger compounds, hot Ang Mohs... or even maybe SPG* too!



*Sarong Party Girl please. And maybe the chairman of SPGees even.

hoho.

Some of my friends rave about how they found their new jobs, and some others cry about how they cannot found a job they want... Anyway, I have got this job in Takashimaya and will be informed if I am shortlisted. I hope I'm not chosen, because I'm really too lazy to work all day and night and crap it out for the sake of gaining experience and earning some money.

Okay, maybe I like to have more money, and who wouldn't? But what I want for the holidays is to go out everyday for entertainment and just have fun. That's because when next year starts crap is going to fall over everyone's head. And I, for one, would not like to take a bus, or MRT, for such a long journey and crowd with everyone else during the peak hour just to get home.

I don't know, but I'm, like, freaked out by what lies ahead of me. It's just so surreal and it feels like I'm lucid dreaming my life away. It's like my life is not real, and I'm in a dreary dreamy state. It has been like that since last year, and it's so weirdly freaky.

Oh, and mentioning of lucid dreaming, today the thing was worsened because I stayed up all night long and slept for only 2 hours, but weirdly I'm not tired or anything. I stayed overnight yesterday, or today, whatever, at Shannon's house with a few friends and it's like so fun please.

We were playing until 3am, when somebody gave the idea of fortune telling using poker cards from 'Bee' casino. Then everyone asked their questions, and since curiosity totally killed the cat (however this sentence is used), I cannot resist the temptation to play it too. I asked two questions I will not reveal, but one of them is already true, and the other is what I really wanted to ask. Anyway it's totally freaky that both things I asked are true. It's like, totally fake please. And freaky.

I'm officialy scared now... lol.

omg?

OMG?

I totally read the JAE book thoroughly like there's no tomorrow, and since my mother want me to go to a JC, I can totally go now, like, yay!

I will go to either:
Hwa Chong Institution (impossible)
National JC (nearly impossible)
Nanyang JC (omg, like, hopefully I can)

That's only because these schools offer art elective program (AEP)! But first, I need my portfolio of works which I will begin work on once I attend the freaking workshop at Lasalle. It's so expensive, so I'm saving up and not going to tell my parents about it. Maybe I will, I have no idea.

And guess what? I've got a visitor from AMERICA!
See the screenshot for evidence, pls:


See why I OMG'ed? Like, omg. Two reasons for celebration. But still, I'm so torn between what school I want to go and what school blah blah. I'm going to convince and persuade with my earnest persuations my parents. LOL. I posted this because I'm about to sleep and tomorrow is going to be a KILLER paper on Chemistry~

Oh, that, and my questions on Y!A are not answered yet... Bye!

hi.

Hi.



LOL This video is so kinkily freakish about Rihanna acting like a Gothic fetish dominatrix, singing Disturbia. She is trying so hard. Too hard, apparently.

But it's still very disturbing, though.

Even for me, pls.

Oh, I'm studying for Physics and Chemistry right now. Physics totally sucks and I've got some questions which I don't know about, whatever, I can't type the reason out loud~
In case someone read this, it will be ew-time.

And I'm totally reading through RADIOACTIVITY. LOL. Just in case it comes out, and anyway, I'm so interested in the topic too.

I have nothing to say today, so... BYE! I'm going to watch GOSSIP GIRL~ yayness.

secret?

SECRET
The Pierces

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

Why do you smile,
Like you have told a secret?
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is… Dead.


Secrets totally kill relationships. But that's what I like about it. Like, yay.